Numb

[Kellie]

I just Feel numb. I know the pain I will be in tomorrow evening.Plus my Yorkie Abbie is dying.
Nothing like her. Just Numb

[Laurie]

Dear Kellie,
I am so sorry to hear about Abbe.
Keeping you and your family in my heartfelt prayers during this time.
Hugs,
Laurie

[Mrs.B.J.Lister]

just a quick note from me..LA..no, If you are on "Thin Ice"..what the heck..Tap DANCE. you have nothing to lose and it only takes a nickle more..Keep up the dance.
#1Survivor
Bobby Lister

[Mrs.B.J.Lister]

"Numb"..Just a little "you can do it!!" I was 24 and told Uterian,Overian, Cervical +4Cell Cancer. Took out All of it. (I was supposed to be a twin at birth,I absorbed the twin double organs like teeth,ribs,Appendex,Overies 3,2Uterious, Periods every 2 weeks,lased 14 days from age 9 till then. I got off the operating table and yelled at the top of my lungs..HALLALLULA!!, the Doctors said He had never had a person react that way to a Hystorectomy LOL) I was clear at that time and had lost two little ones around age 19 birthed 3 girls now 46,43,39 all with kids and one grandson with a son..I can handle most things, but not a 46 yr daughter that's a grandmother..) In 1994 I was diagnosed with a"bone shadow" that turned out to be Adino Carcinoma, took out left upper lobe, no Chemo or Radiation, then odd (3) bouts with skin cancer, One week before Easter, I found a 'walnut sized" lump, in three day the size of a Grapefruit!! 4 day in surgery to remove the lymphnode. Non-hoskins Lymphoma. Did radiaton for 20 day this time as My Lupus had turned all my B-Cells (protectors) to aggressors. So far no place else in body. They did a "just to be sure X-ray-found "Random Masses base of both lungs> I am now 65 years young have Lupus,Fibromyalgia,Asthma, Adv.Osteoporosis-no Calciumor Vit.D due to Artificial stomach (lupus ate old one) been dead three times,3 Pulminary Embolisms, 5 foster teens "off streets", one child on drugs 10 years "on streets" loved home and I delivered first grandson, support group leader for "tough love" 12 yrs. lived in Eskimo village 2 years, 100degree below zero, 24 hrs darkness, Polar Bears walked through town (top middle of Alaska, I taught Art (30)yrs hubby search and Rescue, we have been married 47 years, he still thinks I'm cute so I don't let him get his glasses fixed. and we have through all of our kids lives raised 3 ducks, 4 guinnie pigs, 1 gopher snake 12 Cats 1-14yrs olds,43 zebra finch,347 mollies and guppies, 1 succer fish, 2 eels, and a wonderful Rescue AKC skottie named "Corkie" we got her at 3 yrs. The people we saved her from had three litters on her by age 3..Barbaric!! we waited for 2 more years to mate her to a really " STupid STUF" it was his first try, He mounted her nose..LOL he did a WHOPPER of a job though, She made AKC History for a Scottie, she had 12 2lbers, all lived. ATTA GIRL CORKIE..We had her spayed after that..I swear I heard her Yell "Hallalula" too. LOLOLO We had her till she was 15 and so ingrained into our hearts lives and souls, we just never thought of the gift she left us, her part and ours was to give her a really great life, till she went out on a warm summer evening circled twice onto her pillow bed and went home to the angels that had only loaned her to us to learn sacrafice, Love, Passion, Frustration and Laughter. I have died 3 times and been thru the "tunnel of Light" and out the other side to a meadow, there were all the pets of every kind, I swear I felt the soft wet nuzzel of our dear little friend before I came back. Your LIttle Yorkie WILL be there and you will be there to play again forever together in Love. May God bless you and keep your chin up and proud and strength be yours too. "This too shall end". I will see you some day there too. You have a BIg Hug waiting for you from me,#1 Survivor,Greatgrandmother, and friend.
Love and Bright Blessings
Bobby Lister

[Jane Ali]

I'm so sorry about your Yorkie, I know what it feels like to lose a pet.
Let us know how you are.